ParasiticCurse

No words spoken can be heard No memories can be remembered No mind to miss No sense of sensibility No light to cure this darkness No strength left to struggle No witness for my mortality No hope

Persistently feeding and leeching Effort spent and lost Little success and much failure The end was close but now so far A love was found and now growing I am happy but unhappy I am hopeful and I have doubts I am alone but I have someone I am in bliss but also in agony I am remembered and forgotten I am going somewhere but likely nowhere I am here but I am lost I am sane and insane Constantly like a parasite I ingest Consuming I ache and bleed Small worth and more uselessness The love was close but now so far A burden was found and now growing I am the burden and the anxiety I am blind but I can see I am in love but indeci

There are times I forget you are there My heart drops as I feel the despair. The corruption in the world has tainted me Agony cuts deep and all I want is to bleed. Falling, twisting, turning, I am blind Darkness eternal – I'm losing my mind. When you are here I feel your embrace Satan's reign on my soul disappears without a trace. Lustful eyes and passionate kisses await Faith dies, your not real, myself I hate. I've known you most of my life Reality into dreaming you as my wife. To feel your heart beat next to mine Knowing your alive, not asleep for all time. Hoping, wishing, praying, I am lost Darkness eternal – My life is a